I took up a new hobby, hula hooping, and not even for the physical exercise but because it’s so fun and I feel like a dancing fairy when I do it. I’m getting pretty good at it now and I think I can see my abs coming back that I had when I played sports in high school :3
I hate how fat I look when I’m sitting with my laptop on my lap/thighs.
I just think about/notice my fat belly
I don’t feel skinny anymore.
I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve actually gained weight, or if it’s me
probably a little of both
Me: Sigh. When will it end?
Her: We’ll never get over it
Her: I think I’m as over it as I’ll ever be
Me: Yeah. I feel that way too. I think about diving back in sometimes.
Her: I do all the time. Every single day.